Goals :)

Well back again for another edition of my current affairs.

Currently been busy working out. Have been taking training very seriously. The progress that i've made seems rather convincing. I hope that my determination for a better physique will continue till i achieve the ultimate goal that i've set myself.

More than that , i hope that i will be able to maintain a healthy lifestyle throughout my life starting from now. I can't deny that my goal is to have a great body , but i believe that being healthy is a far superior goal to achieve.

" The person you have to beat is the person you were last week "

///// Mysterious Outz /////

What would u do ?

What would u do if u fall in love with one of your so called closest friend. Wouldn't it feel very awkward and disturbing to a certain degree. The first thing that would come through your mind is that would the relationship ruin the initial friendship that has been made for quite some time.

Well i'm in the midst of all this , hahax. That's me , always in this sort of mess. Always in controversy. But i think this is just a moment of madness on my part , sooner or later this feeling will go away like it usually do. But for now let me just enjoy the moment of admiring her. Hahax

That's all the updates i have. Ciao

///// Mysterious Outz /////

True

It does make sense what she told me. Why am i wasting my time in pursuing things that i know i can't get. I think i need to look at the bigger picture , i should treasure the things that i have at the very moment and not be chasing shadows with stuff which doesn't even want my attention.

This situation is rather hard for me , but i know that i will pull through like i usually do. First up , i need to stop doing the things that i'm doing now. Another thing is i really need to change my mindset on things. Guess i need to face the truth and not let my ego prevent me from seeing the real path that i should embrace.

Growing up is one hell of a procedure , childhood were the best days of my life , that i have to agree. Well today will be the start. I will not look back anymore. I am not afraid. I will get through this.

Interesting

I've been motivated to blog after reading one of my friend's blog. She has a way of blogging which i find it cool , honest and interesting.

I need to emphasize that life is indeed interesting , things that happen in the movies , dramas and etc do happen in real life. I was not shocked by the news because i honestly saw it coming for quite a while , but i just chose to deny it at the first instance.

Honestly speaking , i'm not afraid of the situation. Time has made me grow up , time has made me wiser , time has also toughened me up. I believe that all problems has a solution. Running away and trying to avoid the situation forever is not a solution for me. I will find a solution to it. Trust me , i will.

I lost her once , i'm not losing her again. I'll certainly make it work,

///// Mysterious Outz /////

Perspective

Currently on my 'off ' day today ... was busy during the weekends doing the NDP preparations. It was certainly a great experience.

Tonight i'll be back in camp , normal routine will continue. Hahax

A lot of things has changed so far , need to adapt quickly to the changes. Life certainly is exciting , it brings you to a new heights that you never thought was possible at first. I've experienced it and i understand it very much.

My perspective has changed over the years , and i'm very thankful to have friends who will always drag me back to the correct path if i decided to go astray. Hahax. That's something i've learned to appreciate. They're a great bunch of people.

Going to be 22 soon , i certainly will be behaving like one. It's easy to be tempted , but my resistance has grew strong. I'm sure i'll be able to handle it.

///// Mysterious Outz /////

Reality

I'm so shagged , what a great tiger trail. The whole 10km & one knoll...managed to complete the whole thing in my personal best timing. But now the fatigue is setting in. Hahax.

Well , a lot of things have happened recently. Hahax. Can't possibly list them all. On a whole most of what have happened are positive. One question that i have in mind , but i can't seem to find an answer for it.

I hope that i'll be able to find a compromise so that it'll be a win-win situation for all parties. My deepest apology to anybody who might get hurt in the process.

To get on with it or to just forget the whole idea ????

This is a reality.

///// Mysterious Outz /////

Suara Ku Berharap

Disini aku masih sendiri

Merenungi hari-hari sepi

Aku tanpamu

Masih tanpamu

Bila esok hari datang lagi

Ku coba untuk hadapi semua ini

Meski tanpamu meski tanpamu

Bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar

Mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini

Ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung

Di tempat ini aku bertahan

Suara dengarkanlah aku

Apa kabarnya pujaan hatiku

Aku di sini menunggunya

Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Suara dengarkanlah aku

Apakah aku slalu dihatinya

Aku di sini menunggunya

Masih berharap di dalam hatinya

Kalau ku masih tetap disini

Ku lewati semua yang terjadi

Aku menunggumu

Aku menunggu